Sunday, May 19

I've been enjoying...


...time with my family this month of May so far.  My immediate family.  That consists of one giant husband (both physically and mentally) and two kids with fur.  This month of May has been quite a reenlightenment for me.  A time for regrowth.  We're more than halfway through and I'm looking forward to coming back.  But not yet.

xoxo,
Kelster Jean

Saturday, May 18

this is {my} life.



Although I took the month of May off from scrapbooking, I did forget about one project I dedicated myself to.  Of course, the deadline for my part of the project came up right dead in the middle of this month.  So, I had no choice but to go through my scrappy stuff and create something.  (I know this probably sounds terrible to people that love to create.  How could I feel like I have "no choice" but to go through my scrappy stuff?  Read this post and hopefully it'll explain).


This double-page layout was created for a Chinese Whispers challenge over at Club CK.  (If you are unaware how Chinese Whispers works, it is similar to the game "Telephone" that one plays when they are little.  You start with a sketch, it gets sent to one person, who creates a layout and sends only the layout to the next person, who creates a layout based on the previous person's layout, then sends it to someone else, and so on until you get to the end).  For this challenge, I was the last person.


It wasn't too hard to decide what to create for this project.  I knew I wanted to create a collage of my life.  A reminder that I am oh-so-lucky to have so many amazing things in my life.  A reminder that I do now have an immediate family that doesn't consist of my now extended family.  My husband.  My fur kids.  I also wanted it to feature things that do makes me happy.  So I asked myself: what makes me happy?  I do know that taking a million photos makes me happy.  I may be an amateur photographer at best, but I am still a photographer.  I also love to create.  Despite feeling pressured and losing my mojo, when I am "in the zone," I create beautiful things.  So both of these needed to be featured in my layout.


I went through my stash and grabbed all sorts of goodies to help tell the story of my life.  Lots of tags, little tidbits, and expressions and quotes that helped describe my feelings towards everything in my life.  I also grabbed mists and paints.  I wanted this layout to be messy like my life sometimes is.


And then, I just began layering.  I layered and layered and layered.  And moved things here and there and then back here and then back there.  Before I adhered anything down, I went back and spray misted with gold, then red, then white (see product list below).  Then I relayered everything back on.  There was a bit of coordination and planning at first, but after, when I started adhering everything, I kind of just "went with it" and it was nice.  No perfection.  No worrying about things being straight like I often do.  Just "put it down and hope it looks nice."


And here it is.  The final.  (Bare with me as I post all of the products used below.  It's kind of daunting because of how much I used, but I tried my hardest to make it organized in case you see something you like).  I must say that I am beyond ecstatic with how this layout turned out.  I am oh-so-in-love with this layout and fully intend to frame it to hang in my craft room.  I was a little worried with all of the different little layers floating around the pages, but I think the brackets really help keep it in one place as one layout and one story.  Here is the product list:   (Note: Since I tried to repeat alot throughout the layout so it didn't appear to overwhelming and with too many colors, I'm listing the products used by brand name).
  • Crate Paper (Storyteller collection): background patterned paper, border strips (red diamonds, green dotted, black striped, blue diamonds), "everyday moments" chipboard die cut;
  • Crate Paper (other, collection unknown): journaling tags;
  • My Mind's Eye, Studio Calico, and Theresa Collins: photo matte patterned paper;
  • American Crafts: cloud journaling sticker, heart and green border strips, alphabet stickers (Thickers); 
  • K&Company: "Fabulous" journaling tag; 
  • Authentique: pink-and-gray journaling tag, "create" die cut, "being together" sentiment, alphabet stickers ("FOCUS" and "BE ME"); 
  • Elle's Studio: "you make me so very happy" die cut; 
  • The Plaid Barn: yellow flowered washi tape and camera stamp; 
  • Polaroid: vintage mini frames (picked these babies up from the thrift store!);
  • Ranger: spray mists; 
  • Martha Stewart Crafts: bunny punch; 
  • Unity Stamps: journaling lines stamp; 
  • Simple Stories: "you are my sunshine," "so sweet together," and "daydream" word stickers;
  • ScrapWorks: vinyl brackets
 xoxo, 
 Kelster Jean 
 

  

Saturday, May 4

Happy National Scrapbook Day!!!


(I know I shared that I would be taking a break from my little blog, among other things in my life.  But, I find myself wanting to come back on, just to say hi, and share little pieces of what's going on with me.  I guess that means I truly do love my little blog, and am not getting tired of blogging, like I was thinking might be the case).

Happy National Scrapbook Day!  This is our day dearies!!!  (or weekend rather).  Its a day to celebrate what we love to do, why we do it, and the joys that come from it.  There's so much going on this weekend: giveaways, freebies, sales, blog hops, and tons of inspiration!  Everywhere you turn, there is tons of stuff to inspire you to create.  Here's a few that I've found so far:

  • American Crafts is having this amazing blog hop full of inspiration, challenges, and giveaways along the way too!
  • Elle's Studio is having a stamp sale for the first time ever!  (I'm definitely thinking I'm going to go "browse" over these!)
  • Ali Edwards is sharing a set of free digital word art the entire weekend! 
  • Two Peas in a Bucket is always a great place to stop for NSD challenges.  Check out some of their awesome challenges this year.
  • The Paper Bakery is having a blog hop and also has a free cut file for you to download!
  • Studio Calico is sharing tons of inspirational challenges, layout and card sketches, chats, free digital downloads, and is giving away a $100 gift card!  Go check out them apples.
  • October Afternoon is giving away some of their Travel Girl collection.  I totally need to get in on this! 
I'm sure there's tons more going on around the online world.  If you know of any, please feel free to share in the comments. 
 

I don't know how much scrapping I'll get done this NSD.  This is what I'm working on this weekend.  My hubby built my other book shelf for me (from iKea) and now I have to do my part.  I'll be pulling everything off all of the shelves and out of the room and completely rearranging everything.  I think a trip to the Plano Outlet may be in order to pick up some more containers and boxes to fill in the shelves.
 
What are your plans for this National Scrapbook Day?
 
xoxo,
Kelster Jean   

Tuesday, April 30

Hello Blue Card (Ten Things: Folded Paper)



Before I take a little vacay, I wanted to share with you my Ten Things project for this week.  This week was definitely a challenge: to use folded paper.  I knew when I saw the challenge that I wanted to create a bi-fold card.  I created a few bi-fold cards last Christmas and they ended up being my favorite out of all the Christmas cards I created, so I definitely wanted to create one for this challenge.


I must be honest and admit that I was a little apprehensive about creating this week's project.  I haven't been the happiest with what I have been creating lately and I didn't want this to be another project I was unhappy with.  (I think I've been unknowingly avoiding my craft room for several days now).  When you lose your mojo, creating something you love is truly so hard.

This weekend, however, proved that maybe all you need is a few smiles and inspiring women to get you going.  See, this weekend I went to a scrapbook crop at the Archiver's in Downers Grove, where I met some amazing ladies who were all so inspiring.  I was in such good company I couldn't help but craft something beautiful.  It was the happiest I had been in weeks(You can see a photo from our crop here).

 

Okay, back to the card.  I received quite a few happy packages the last few weeks from some very dear friends.  My awesome friend, Kim, sent me a huge envelope filled with October Afternoon goodies, which I used for this card.  I also received the below "Hello" stamp in the mail from a dear friend, Heather, which I used as the center and "door" of my bi-fold card.

I'm so very happy with how this card turned out.  It also gave me so much hope that I am not losing my mojo completely.  I love crafting.  It frees me.  But the past few weeks have made me wonder if I am feeling done with crafting all together.  Or maybe I just need to organize my craft room.  And maybe I just need a short break away from it all.  We shall see. 

xoxo,
Kelster Jean

P.S.: As always, hop on over to the Practical Scrappers blog to check out what the rest of the amazing ladies did with folder paper! 


Friday, April 26

Taking Some Time Off.


"The fire used to burn
in your heart and in your eyes.
You used to dream, you used to care, you used to love, you used to fight.
For anything at all."

The past two months {or so} have been a complete whirlwind for me.  Ever since our little family moved at the beginning of March, things have been crazy.  Lots of life changes and day-to-day changes.  I've gone back into a few habits I don't like at all.  I've voiced a tiny bit in this post and this post.  I've opened myself up to the public and to friends {who may not have known} how much anxiety plays a role in my life.

Lately I have not been enjoying what I am doing.  My crafty projects have not had my heart and soul in them, and rather are just simplied, quick "things" that I have thrown together.  And that bothers me. Alot.  I want my projects to reflect me.  And that is not happening.

So, I've decided to take some time off.  A month.  From the online world.  From my blog.  From my design team.  From all things that have been feeling like a burden lately.  I need to "find myself" and regroup.  There are so many things I wanted to accomplish when we moved that still are not done.  Clean out my laptop and my emails.  My emails just hit 1,100 in my inbox.  Wow.  We still have boxes all over.  My study that holds all my craft supplies is still a complete disaster and there are still boxes all over.  Crafting out of boxes is not fun.  It's like a mad dash everytime I need to create a project.  And I don't like that.

I need to decide what is going to make me happy.  The above photo feels like my every days lately.  And that needs to change.  So I hope you will continue to follow me after my month off.  I love my little blog, but I also need to decide what direction I want to take it in.  More than just scrappy posts and more than just these posts where I complain (because who wants to read that?)  I want a blend of both that works well together.  I also need to downgrade my social networking.  Emails. Facebook. Instagram. Blog. Pinterest.  It can all get overwhelming.  So I want to figure out what is actually important to me.  I think May is going to be very good for me. 

I love you dear readers and followers of my blog and I will seen you soon.  Take care.

xoxo,
Kelster Jean     

Monday, April 22

Heart, Soul & Life


Today was my first attempt at art journaling.  Just the cover.  I'm pretty happy with how it turned out, but it wasn't very therapeutic.  In between creating this in a short amount of time and then running out to the grocery store, picking up Burger King for dinner, hauling all the groceries upstairs on my own, and putting half of them away while stuffing french fries in my mouth, it got me thinking.  The past few months, I've been losing "it."  The inspiration, the motivation, the enjoyment of little things.  It seems to be going out a window I can't close.  Art journaling is supposed to be therapeutic and is supposed to help me "deal with things."  And it will, if I just let it.

Instead, I keep myself on guard, worrying about things all the time, "rushing through life."  It reminds me of some lyrics from my favorite-ever band, Bayside"I rush through life forgetting to breath.  We all need some time to adapt."  When I look around at my life lately, it is all I have been doing is "rushing."  Rushing here, rushing there.  Gotta get here, gotta get there.  Have to last minute finish this or do that.  It's just terrible.

I rarely open myself up in this manner on my blog, but when it affects me this much, its hard to ignore.  I am making myself take my time.  With everything.  With this post.  With scrapbooking.  With eating my dinner.  With living.  Take my time.  Because I will appreciate it so much more.

xoxo,
Kelster Jean